I'm not sure how things will go,
but of one thing I already know

Though I'm pleased about being
together with you and love the fun
we share as well as things we do,
there is a burden of guilt that hangs
over me and I'm glad it's something
you're unable to notice, realize or see
I don't deserve to be here with you
because I'll never be able to offer
you one hundred percent, all of me

Out there in the world, I cannot
pinpoint where, there is the one love
I want to embrace, nurture and cultivate
He took over my mind, heart and body
without ever knowing the true sincerity
of my feelings and I'm stuck
here with this agonizing longing

I'm sorry but I can't give up on it,
more than anything I want things to
bloom between us even though we
may forever remain unrequited

I'm not sure how things will go,
but of one thing I already know
There are three special words I
can never tell anyone because
that proclamation is being
held for someone else, the one
I've deeply desired for years
I'm not sure how things will go,
but you're not the one I love
There are three special words I
can never tell anyone because
that proclamation is being
held for someone else, the one
I've deeply desired for years